Happy B'day to Tan and dai gao

First time i sincerely celebrate a lecture's B'day
She is not just a lecture, a friend for me.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U
TAN
Wohoo~
and
I just sent a short text
to a 422 birthday boy
DAI GAO
Hope he stop angry with me

I yell to dad again

Sorry
I know the topic cause us into a deadlock situation.
But i feel really dissapointed as when i want to talk about the topic
Dad always judge and take off the topic
And mum will just give a smile like teasing me
I have no idea why she always act like tat.
It always makes me moody and i dont feel like want to talk about it anymore
Dad, he just said that he worry about to raise himself in the future after i said that i don't feel like to start my carrer in Malaysia.I wish to work aboard.
What makes him think like that?
I remember that i told him several times that i will keep support them until we separate to another world
I really keep my word every time i speak it out
but i think he probably dun have confident to trust me.
His answer make me feel sad actually when he said that dad and mum still have to raise themselves for later days.
It just sounds like i'm going to leave them like a wind just passed by in their life.
I won't do that.
I swear
But dad, he really said something that make sense.
I should make a proposal to convince them whether they should invest in my education.
I'm sure i will prepare it
I CAN
I trust myself

Tolietless

I totally pissed off.
the time is late.
So i just wanna have a rush bath.
But something wrong with my
the DUMP IDIOT toilet CHAIN
Ohh Crap!!!
Damn it
It end up like this when my dad and mum try to smash it

But still i can't open my toilet.
So, i think i should just have my shower at the master bedroom.
but my MUM ask me go to the downstair's toilet
as she want to go to bed soon.
Oh C'mon
What the hell!!!
She was just watching the korean drama~
And now she tell me she want to sleep.
She just CHUCK me out like that
Since when i'm the guest of this house?
I just need 5 minutes, k?
What wrong with the just 300 seconds?!
She always try to piss me off
!!!!Shit!!!!

AHA~Show time

So, why my table that messy?!

CUZ I JUST DONE MY EVER FIRST EASTER EGG, WALA XD
Actually i already finished it for few day ago, but it messed up when i decided to hand in yesterday.
As i accidentally broke it.Ohh, gosh!!
I dun really have mood to redo it anymore as i have to waste an egg for the new one.And it takes time to finish but i find out i will be fine RM1 if i didn't passed it up.*darn it
So, i have to do it again.
Anyway, it's quite fun even though i'm not in the willing mood.
But after i ended my work, i really feel satisfy with it.:)

So izit nice enough?!I name it, THE UNIVERSAL EGG*snipe uh?!
Sounds HUGE
And feeling like wanna hide under the table after seeing the others, especially from S1T1
Wow, totally freak out!!
It sososoSO nice.

Dream again

Guess what?!
I just dreamt about i together again with my ex.-.-lll
OMG!!What's going on with me these day
1st Han Geng 2nd Ex
Urgh~
Super duper weird
Honestly, it do make me miss him again.
hmm
Anyway, it'd already OVER
Hope tomorrow i'll wake up NOMARLLY

Karyl dreamt Han Geng

Lol...i dreamt about Han Geng this morning.
We was dating like couples and playing fun to each other.
I bet i was smilling when i was asleep.
haha>///<
but then the date screwed up by xi zhe question
TRUE or False Question.I can't remember what he asked.
I answered FALSE and i was wrong.
Suddenly i sucked by a wind into a mirror and then i can't escaped myself from it
I stuck in fear then awake.
URGH~weird dream..

Thx Ches

Thx for your 9 bucks and time
I owe u a starbucks coffee
Thx for telling me about my flaw
Thx for your comfort
BFF forever

Busy day

Having Angie class 1st day in term 2.
Urgh!!the 1st first only then we already have brief and assignment to do.something like color studies.Basic color, secondary color, tietary color and dot dot dot...
She told us we can start it now or anytime but not in rough day but not in front of kids as they will keep fooling around and make our work messy.LOL XD
Anyway, that's the truth.
The next class is Angie class too-English For Communication
Again, homework.This time is different, group work.Cool uh?not really as karyna moved out by angie as our group have too many chinese.*gosh
Then the girl vicky join us, ohh thank god at least not "her".
Each group are given few articles and members have to work together for next friday proposal.
NEXT FRIDAY!!!AWW....FREAKING FAST
I should get used to it.
And after finish the class, i heard carlson said that he rather karyna than me to stay in the group.*wat the....
But after nz explanation, he said carlson was joking.
Really?!
I hope so.
I really hope so.
Abit upset because of his words.

In process....

Easter egg competition in PJCAD
How should i make it look more lively and attractive uh?
Hmm
Thinking From Now On

Cook at bell's place today

Yeah, good news!!i'm not necessary to always have dinner at the G floor MJ Cafe from now on:), even though their food taste not bad.But since I have my breakfast,lunch and dinner at there for 3 months.Feel kinda bored now.
Beside, keep eating at outside is bad for health.
And as my housemates aren't people who always keep the place for clean, so my hostel's kitchen is super duper messy and dirty.I though i could learn to cook myself if i leave my home.*sigh
So, for my healthy, i asked kai xin & isabell whether i could join them.Bell's hostel used to be clean and tidy, argh!!i wish i could stay at there.
Guess what?They agree!!woohoo.Thx gals~
Today is the 1st time i have dinner with them.We have spaghetti with white sauce.It taste quite nice after i add some pepper.
But i didn't cook , i been told to wash the dishes after the dinner.
Abit upset at 1st as feel like i just go there for dinner and do ntg but clean up those things.Like i'm not in the group.
But then bell suggest a plan like 1st day bell cook with kaixin,2nd i with kaixin then 3rd day i with bell. sounds likein a cycle.LOL
I really feel happy about that as they do think about me.*thx again
After finish my dinner, we have a small chat.Talk about what to buy at the tomorrow pasar pagi.
Sadly i can't go as i have class in the morning.;(
Anyway thx for the agreement and feel sorry to christina as i leave her alone to have dinner in the cafe.I'm really a selfish girl.
Christina is sleeping now.She seems unhappy as suyi lost her stuff from her dad.She sleep really early today.I know she cried but she disavow it.
Hope she will be ok tomorrow.

Where are u Full House?!

So, this is the 1st time i hang out with the friends i just knew for couple months-Kai Xin & Isabell.
Their friends recommend Full House in niu che sui, we look through their website and it do seems nice with their design.Feel like we really should go.XD
But we never been to the place before.We decide to take taxi as it will be more convenience.
The bad news is the taxi driver seems really blur on it.He don't really know where is it.*snipe
Then he drop us at the dataran something and he said may be is inside the store street there.
Ok then, we paid him about 8 bucks.We walk a stretch but we still can't find it.
Isabell try to find the map with her high tech nokia phone, we find out that actually our destination is opposite far away from where we standing.OMG!!O.O *what the...
Time is rushing us, isabell and kaixin have class to attend later.So, we take a taxi again.Thanks god, we finally reach.AHA.It costs us about 4 bucks.
12 bucks and a stretch to reach Full house.*darn it
But at least it worth.:)

Mini cooper at the entrance.*i wish i could own one.

And their decoration.so meaningful and pretty.><
I notice that waiter welcome customer with "anyeong~" ohhya, the korean drama full house by Rain.While waiting for our food, there people like photographer and models with 2 little cute baby, they seems like taking family photo.The couple model may be are the parents of the 2 babies, may be the babies are twins too.awww...so envy them.Dad and Mum both are good looking and their babies look really cute.
lol..the aura of happiness keep flewing in the restoran.*sweet
So, this is my set-carbonara spaghetti, it costs me 15.9 bucks

They look delicious rite?Yeah!they are:p
But i think Isabella's better
Isabell.Kai Xin.Karyl

-I'm full~ and heart it-
YAY

Restless

when i was in a trance, a though suddenly pop into my mind
AM I CONFIRM TO BE AN INTERIOR DESIGNER?
omg, what's going on?
suddenly i feel like i lost my confidence to insist my future role.
C'mon...what am i thinking?*holy christ
Am I the person who is half-hearted to something that i want to do?
As parent's though to me?
No! i really want to be an interior designer.
But i don't think my college can ensure me to get a professional job in the future.
The subject i'm learning, discovering, exploring...i don't think is enough for me to be successful in my career. Like wasting time.
I know i shouldn't think like that as future is depends on ownself.Yeah!
But i feel so worry, scare, helpless.

I can't find anybody listen to me.
Lihying is off.
Thinking to call people for chat.but unwilling to let my housemate to hear it.
I wanna SCREAM!!
I want to be alone even only 30 seconds.
I want to go back home and cry in my blanket.
I want to discuss with my parents but i dun think they can considerate me.
I feel so loney now

F&F 4

-Fast and Furious 4-
super duper damn cool movie in APRIL
It's worth enough!!
It costs me only 7 bucks with my student card.AHA:)
Vin Diesel and Paul Walker
and the super hotties
Michelle Rodriguez and Gal Gadot

Let's ROCK with the ENGINE

WTF?!

A cockroache crawled over my curtain!!!
OMG!
I JUST CLEANED UP MY ROOM
WHAT THE F**K

Memory-the first time to be a tour guide

The first time in my life being a tour guide of eight boys from Japan, i really feel nervous and excited as we from different country and can't communicate at all.Just hoping they can speak english even only a word.
QUIET dissapointed actually as i and hui wen thought we will going to lead some japan girls in our team but haih all boys.Anyway, we still is the lucky as they didn't allegric with any food so no need to worry about that:) Cuz we heard that some of them even allegric to rice.Oh god, how could people live without rice?!
We quiet enjoy our trip too by arrange them from KLCC to Times Square to Bukit Bintang.At first we are worry about that as those places are for shopping and BOYS don't really like it.But everything turn opposite.THEY JUST LOVE IT.Some of them are such a very caring boyfriend.THEY bought some necklace, bracelet and even couple key chain.They cost almost 100 bucks!!WOW
I wish i could have this kind of boyfriend too.What a romance*dreaming

A photo shoot in the Halloween Stuff shop
Hey robin!


Have a short rest in GASEOLINE.They still feeling to continue to shop.Are they born to SHOP? OMG

I quite interest with the guys who dress in green scotland pattern scandal.hehe.He act abit noob too.LOL
The guy in purple shirt, i think he act as a role as the diplomatist.He is the one who can communicate with us.He is the most goodlooking in the members but abit shorf to be a bf.hmm..anyway, he is not my cup of tea but NOT to hui wen.haha
The guy with blue shirt keep showing himself in unpatience face.Feel kinda freak sometimes.But after he asked us to help him to choose a gift wrap box for the bracelet that he going to give her gf.We totally change our impression of him.
& the guys in black t-shirt that without spec is really funny.He ask us whether can help him to engrave the name of his and his gf on the keychain.We ask him to speck out her gf's name an dthen his face totally turn red.Really feel embrassed with it as the whole team are listen to him.hahaha

& the one in white sweater, haha.He wasted 4.5bucks for his one piece comic.This is the funny case.I didn't realise that he buy it.I notice it when i saw he tearing the package plastic.Lol.I'm not gonna to mention it as i know it can't be return.haha.I'm the evil side.When he open it, aha, chinese version, an alien language for him.hahahaha
After that we continue our shop, they spotted a face jewelery shop which full with fake jed tagged with unreasonable prize.The noob green T just paid it before i stopped him.OH NO!u wasted 20bucks on it.not worth!!
ANYWAY, the time to say goodbye is coming.We have to rush back to the meeting place.
Fortunately, we still get the chance to take a group photo shoot.XD

My pose is weird enough among them.but i cutted it.hoho.The forgeiners suddenly joined us and tried to kiss the Robin.haha.
Finally, we hand the prepared souvenir to them.They are suprised and keep say out the word "MASAKA".lOl.They didn't know we will buy it for them as we keep stopped them from buying it from the fake jed shop.It just costs 15bucks.so it worth for 8 of them actually.hehe
We are expecting them to give us some present too but they didn't.ARGH.how come it end with dissapointment.TT*sad
But at least we end with wave and email.-.-lll*sounds snipe uh
For conclusion,
I ENJOY IT but gift.....haiz.nevermind~

The Naked Kitchen

Joo Ji hoon is back
He used to be my idol in the GONG drama:)
ANYWAY, back to the point--The Naked Kitchen
A movie talk about a triangle love among two men and a woman
Sweet . Complicated . Anxious
beside the story, the photographer did his job well.
Really...
the skill, the color, the food
NICE
and their casual dressing style

Everything is patted in very Natural way
no pop, rock, something that rough
What can i say:
Yeah, i heart it

Thinking

Recently, i'm keep thinking about is PJCAD the right place to start my life as a designer?
after my first term break, i have learn few knowledge of art but not much. Feeling like the process is going on slow motion compare to other colleges and it sounds like wasting my time.
Should i transfer or change my course?
or may be it just a start, the coming second term will be different?I hope so...
ACTUALLY I've a second plan in my mind but i don't know how to start the first discuss with my parents.

Here is the plan :
*half and a year for the certificate of pre-u japanese program with my foundation year in PJCAD
*Get the application from the JP college-Modo Gakusen
*Finish my diploma in 3 years

Study in japan need a lot of money, yeah i know.This is the main issue that i worry.
I think my parents may will hesitate to agree with my plan too.
But i really looking forward to study in Japan.Not just because of JAPAN.
Modo have an attachment to PARIS--Paul Clare Paris Mode Gakuen
Paris!!--the city of art.
a safeguard to a future designer.
not only as a safeguard.A place to explore more and more of self style
ANYWAY, it's my own opinion.
Beside Paris, Musashino Art University is the best choices of designer university in Japan.
So, WHY not JAPAN?